Sunday, May 27, 2007
today i am so sad and heartbreak . cos i broke with my bf le . his my longest bf . who concern and treat miie nice alot . now we are jus friend le . i am single now . but i miss him alot . i hope i can hug him tightly and never ever let go of him again . but now iis impossible le . as there iis a lot of problems between two of us . maybe iis my fault ba . maybe i am not a good gal for him . hope he can find a better one in his future . wil i regret?
i am feeling so stress up . exams and lots of test coming . now worst thing i am heartbreak . now i have to face the fact . canot msg or cal him le . i wil be loner as tat iis wat my dad said . maybe iis time for miie to let go and concentrate on my studies . after tat iis my holiday . tat wil be my time to recover my wound . dunnoe why this time my heart did not turn cold . it stil remain warm . tat iis weird . as last time when i break off . my heart wil feel cold lky a ice . but now iis warm . maybe iis him who give miie warm from the start til now . tat why it remain warm til now . i really wish to thank him . he change miie alot . from last time de miie til now de miie iis different . without him i now stil a naughty gal tat dun go home . a gal who dunnoe who dun know how to take care of her health . thank god for giving him to miie once
all i have to said iis jus tat he let miie know wat iis happiness . happiness iis to have a person you love to stay by your side to love . care and concern you . who can make you happy and smile . he did it . those happy memories i wil treasure it and never forget tat i had it once too . i wil never ever regret knowing him . and i stil love him alot til now even though we are no longer together